Why?

When I was younger, I lived on the streets. I met many different kinds of people, lots of them were gay. Many ended up homeless because their families did not respect their sexuality. I see some of those people now in horrible lives, selling themselves for drugs or even just drugged out. Some have made their lives great, most have not. Even my mom looks at me weird when I say I like the female body. I do not classify myself as bi, but I am sexually attracted to women.